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I woke up on Wednesday, February 9th in my little bed freezing cold. I made a quick note to myself to get an extra blanket. I got up and was the last of 3 guys to use the shower. Note to self…be the first to be up and use the shower if you want to have warm water. Water pressure was also non-existent. As the cold water trickled out of the shower head I remained warm by moving very quickly. We learned earlier to avoid letting any local water even touch your mouth since you could easily get sick from it, so this required a bottle of water for rinsing your toothbrush as well. Thankfully the compound was well equipped with bottled spring water which we drank everyday.

That morning I also prayed again with Pastor Kenny. I was reminded of a verse that I had shared with my church men’s group the weekend before leaving on this trip. Little did I know that I would be leaning on the truth of that verse for most of the trip.

1 Peter 5: 6-11
6Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, 7 casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 8 Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 9 Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world. 10And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 11 To him be the dominion forever and ever. Amen.

After breakfast I was on a mission to get a cellphone that I could use to make international calls home.  I wanted to have the flexibility to call Jolee at any time. Ethiopia was 9 hours ahead of Minneapolis, so I had a window between 4pm and Midnight to call her each day and check in. One of our drivers, a local christian taxi driver named Helena was hired to haul our team around while we were there. He took me into town and I dropped $50 US dollars on a cheap cellphone and another $50 dollars on a phone card that served me well during the entire trip.

We met at Minneapolis International airport on February 7th at 12:30 to begin our journey. It was  cold out as usual. Jolee, Greta, Caleb and Joshua dropped me off at the ticket counter and our group of 9 travelers and our families gathered to pray over us and see us off. As we boarded the plane I was nervous. This would be my first experience traveling internationally. Yes, I have been to Cancun, St. John, Canada, and various other sunny tourist destinations outside of the US, but this was my first time overseas. It would be a 20+ hour trip from Minneapolis to Addis Ababa, Ethiopia. Our first leg of the trip was to fly on a KLM Royal Dutch Airline 8.5 hours from Mpls to Amsterdam, Holland. The planes we would travel to Ethiopia and back were all widebody jets fully equipt with personal entertainment systems built into the seat. So most of us were able to pass the time away either reading or watching the dozens of movies that were available to us. We arrived safely at 3 am Amsterdam time and hung out in the airport for a 5 hour layover. The 8 people who accompanied me on the trip from Bethlehem Baptist church included: Tamara Rasmussen, Dave Englund, Elise, Emma Button, Alemnesh, Darlene, Mike Meyer, and Pastor Kenny Stokes. The people I knew well prior to going on the trip were Tamara, Dave, Mike, Alemnesh and Pastor Kenny, so it was nice to have so many familiar faces with me on this adventure.

That first day I wrote the following in my journal: “I miss my wife and kids already. I also know that this trip will be one of the biggest challenges of my life. I am more scared than I am excited, but I am trusting God that He will uphold me by the power of His mighty right hand. Father, I am scared to death to be half a world away from the stable world that I know. Please strengthen me…even now I write this with tears. Please give Jolee, Greta, Caleb, Joshua, and I the strength we need to live for you and serve you!”

We then boarded our KLM flight from Amsterdam to Addis Ababa, Ethiopia. The flight was roughly 9 hours with a 1 hour stop in Khartoum, Sudan. Our stop in Sudan was to quickly pick up and drop off passengers, so everyone else stayed on the plane. A few hours later we finally arrived in Addis Ababa. It was late at night and we were met by several people from the Addis Kidan Church – and Alemnesh, who had left for Addis Ababa several weeks prior to the rest of us on the team. As we traveled to the church compound where we would stay most of the trip, I was amazed by the number of delapitated tin structures and store fronts that lined the streets. Most of them transformed into tin residences where many Ethiopian people would live most of their lives. We traveled about 25 minutes from the airport through Addis Ababa – which is a very large city with an estimated population between 2 and 3 million – and arrived at the tall, metal gate of a large compound in a densely populated area. The compound was a well maintained place with several nice buildings surrounded by tall, cylinder block cement walls with barbwire at the top. The single level buildings we stayed in were also nicely furnished (considering where we were at) and also featured bars on the doors and windows for protection. It was the closest thing I have experienced to being in a prison, except the bars and barbwire weren’t meant to keep us in, but trouble out.

That first night in Addis Ababa was one of the hardest nights of my life. After having a quick meal, Dave and I were assigned to a tiny room that had two beds shoehorned into it, and a very narrow path between them to a door that could only open half way before hitting my bed. I knew this was going to be a test for me in itself. Shortly after cramming my luggage precariously at the foot of my bed and crawling in, the power in the city went off. This, I came to learn later, was not terribly uncommon in Addis Ababa – and most 3rd world countries. As I lay in bed in the pitch dark in my tiny room a melting pot of emotions poured over me. Here I was in a prison like compound, in a country on the other side of the world where very few speak English, Egypt and the middle east was coming apart at the seams with riots and voilent protests, and I began experiencing what many would refer to as culture shock. I felt a rush through me to get up and do something or go somewhere…anywhere but there.  As I jumped up out of bed and as I stepped out of my dwarf sized room I almost ran over Pastor Kenny. Kenny just came out of his room with a small flashlight and was quick to give me a greeting. Knowing that I was about to jump out of my skin, I asked him if he would be willing to pray for me. The next several minutes were truly a gift from God. Kenny recommended we pray together and then try to use his cellphone to call Jolee. This wasn’t previously an option for me since I knew my own cellphone wouldn’t work there. In fact, Kenny and I didn’t know for certain that his iPhone would even work. We tried calling out but that didn’t work. Then Kenny recommended we try texting Jolee and asking her to call his phone. This felt like a long shot to me, but we tried it and sure enough, minutes later a call came in…it was Jolee! Talking to her and Caleb felt like a lifeline of hope and stability in a giant sea of uneasiness. Shortly thereafter we were off the phone and I was back in my tiny room fading off to sleep after taking a dramamine to make me drowsy. Welcome to Ethiopia Mike!

O Lord, our God, you are very great!

You are clothed with splendor and majesty, covering yourself with light as with a garmet, stretching out the heavens like a tent. You lay the beams of your chambers on the waters; you make the clouds your chariot; you ride on the wings of the wind, you make your messengers winds and your ministers a flaming fire.

You set the earth on it’s foundations, so that it should never be moved. You cover it with the deep as with a garmet; the waters stood above the mountains. At your rebuke they fled; at the sound of your thunder they took flight. The mountains rose, the valleys sank down to the place that appointed for them. You set a boundary that they may not pass, so that they might not again cover the earth.

You make springs gush forth in the valleys, to flow between the hills and satisfy the thirst of every beast  of the field. From your lofty abode you water the mountains; the earth is satisfied with the fruit of your work…

You made the moon to mark the seasons; the sun knows its time for setting. You make darkness, and it is night. You make the sea, great and wide, and teeming creatures inumerable, living things both small and great.

And before all this-these children were known by you and -in the fullness of time-out of nothing-with your own hand-for your own glory and to the praise of your person-forming power you created; Joshua Michael. And in wisdom you have made them all!

Our Family gives thanks to God for Pastor David Michael.

Here it is, my joy and song…not I but CHRIST. When I get this truth my heart sings. There is hope, a hope that abounds. This is my song and it comes from 2 Corinthians 3:5.

“Not that we are sufficient in ourselves to claim anything as coming from us,

but our sufficiency is from God…”

My heart can delight, rest and rejoice in His strength. My sufficiency is from God. The ability and power to serve and to love and do what He has called me to do comes from Him. This is a daily battle, waging war against the confidence in my own flesh. Self-suffieciency leads to dispair because I fail over and over again. That’s a heavy burden to carry. The Psalmist says, “Why so downcast O my soul? HOPE IN GOD!” Hope in His power that is perfect and does not fail. I cannot be the servant I want to be. I cannot love others like I want to love. I cannot be the wife and mother God has called me to be apart from His sufficient power and grace. The burden is lifted and my heart sings!

“God fills the whole earth and heaven with His presence. He is always present in power and providence by his Spirit in supporting, comforting, and strengthening the hearts of His children. God alone can fill every corner of the soul of man.God is a fountain that will never run dry.” Richard Sibbes

 

Psalm 90:12

“So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.”

This has been the theme for us over the that last year that keeps resounding in our prayers. We try to be intentional in seeking the Lord and laying our lives down by asking Him to teach us to number our days. Praying each day that we would not be so consumed with our own comforts, or caring more about our comforts rather than seeking God’s glory no matter what the circumstance. Whether it be work or health that persists with trials of many kinds. In the midst of these trials we have no hope or confidence in ourselves but rather all our hope and confidence shifts to the One who is able to do all things for His glory and our joy.

Oh, that we would cling to Him, knowing that He is Sovereign over every detail at the office and over every physical pain!

He is teaching me to surrender to His will and ask how can I bring glory to You through this today. Our longing is to bring Him glory all of our days, not just a few. That alone is a testimony to His grace working in and through all things, nothing of my own ability. I am amazed and in awe how day after day His mercies are new. He never stops giving them. It’s astounding! They never run out. Maybe that’s why I love mornings so much!

So may our hearts be drawn back to Pslam 90 over and over again because we are a people who are prone to wander and may we be satisfied with His steadfast love and not drawn to the fleeting pleasures of the world.

Psalm 90:14

“Satisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.”

For the sake of documenting silly things said by the kids I thought I should share this one from our 4 year old.

After overhearing much talk of the H1N1 virus going around this year Joshua clearly understood that this was not good to get.

One morning after family devotions were over Joshua climbed up on my lap and said, “Mom,  I don’t want to get H-911! (Said with the same emphasis as H1N1.)

I look forward to sharing that with our pediatrician next time we go for a visit!

Joshua to people passing by: “Hi, how are you? We’re just taking pictures here.”

Me: “Joshua, look at the camera and smile please!”

Me: “Okay, great smiles but no thumbs up please!”

Caleb: Crying…

Me: “Honey, I know it’s bright and the sun is right in your eyes, but just try to do your best.”

Me: “Okay, give us your best smiles and we’ll go pick out a Lego Rock Moster.”

Almost there!

Me: (Final thought) THIS IS WHY PEOPLE PAY MONEY TO HAVE SOMEONE ELSE DO THEM!

…a tooth that is broken or not in alignment with the others…

Caleb finally lost his 2 front teeth at age 7! That’s second grade!

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It’s Thanksgiving…I’m thankful! Sometimes someone like Spurgeon says it best. In my morning and evening devotions a few days ago this grabbed my heart as I had been reflecting on God’s graciousness to me year after year. He has never failed me! Yes, there are trails. Yes, there are tears mixed with great joy, but He  has never failed me and never fails to supply every need I have. The greatest need of all being my helpless estate as a sinner. As the great hymn proclaims, ” No condemnation now I dread; Jesus, and all in Him, is mine! Alive in Him, my living head, and clothed in righteousness divine, bold I approach the eternal throne, and claim the crown through Christ my own.”

“The glorious Lord will be unto us a place of broad rivers and streams.”

Isaiah 33:21

“Broad rivers and streams produce fertility, and abundance in the land. Places near broad rivers are remarkable for the variety of their plants and their plentiful harvests. God is all this to His Church. Having God she has abundance. What can she ask for that He will not give her? What want can she mention which He will not supply? In this mountain shall the Lord of Hosts make unto all people a feast of fat things. Want ye the bread of life? It drops like manna from the sky. Want ye refeshing streams? The rock follows you, and that Rock is Christ. If you suffer any want it is your own fault; if you are straitened you are not straitened in Him, but in your own bowels. Broad rivers and streams also point to commerce. Our glorious Lord is unto us a place of heavenly merchandise. Through our Redeemer we have commerce with the past; the wealth of Calvary, the treasures of the covenant, the riches of the ancient of days of election, the stores of eternity, all comes to us down the broad stream of our gracious Lord.”  C.H. Spurgeon

A strange sort of thankfulness has emerged from our hearts these past few weeks with Thanksgiving approaching. Mike has been reading the book of Job. [Break]

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William Gardner Cook

Dear Grandpa,

We were on our way to see you when we got the news.

There was so much I wanted to say….

 I wanted to tell you that God was so good to me in blessing my life with you, Grandpa.

I treasure the day you picked me up from school to introduce me to my new baby sister. I treasure the many meals we had around the table. I treasure the motor cycle rides and the stories of old. I treasure my memories with great Grandpa Harry and Grandma Dorthy. The IBM picnics and the vacations at the lake were grand. I treasure the time we had this summer at the lake, and hearing you tell me about when you were young and how you became an engineer, how you used to work at the hardware store that Grandpa Harry owned, and that your middle name was Gardner.

I wanted to tell you that Dad, Roxanne and Torri prayed for you together before they went to bed nearly every night.

I wanted to tell you how much it meant to Jamiee and Andrew that you and Jan drove all the way to their wedding reception.

I wanted to tell you how  Dad is such a patient and loving grandpa to the kids, and how they adore him. I knew you would know this by seeing them together but I just wanted you to hear it from me.

I was bringing with me a card and envelope  with the hope that you would be able to write a note to Dad, that I could give to him on his next birthday after you were gone. I knew he would treasure that.

We had scripture and hymns that were our favorite’s that we wanted to share with you…. but 9:14 came too soon.

Nevertheless, not our will but His be done.

Our greatest joy is knowing that you loved Jesus and were waiting for Him to come and take you home.  And although 9:14 came to soon by our earthly standards, we can say without a doubt that His ways are always good, and right and perfect, so we rest in that truth.

Grandpa, we love you and miss you, and delight with you because we know that in His presence there is fullness of joy!

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